Saturday, September 30, 2006

Insomnia

Hm, insomnia is a good thing when you want to surf the net. Or just the other way round??? I don't know, but if next time I decide to try a new type of instant coffee, I definitely won't drink it after 11 p.m.
Obviously, when people don't drink coffee regularly, they aren't used to it so when they drink after a long period of rest, they just CAN"T GET SLEEP!!!
It's so frustrating waiting for Faithless - Insomnia to download :-D It would be much quicker to find on one of my CDs, buuuut... :-D
Lol, I don't know even if there's someone here on the net who cares about my insomnia...if I can call it like that...I guess the better termin is "coffee overdose" :-D
So it's good to have the website www.trekearth.com ;) I only wish I could post a good photo this time... the more I post, the more awful my photos get.
I have noticed something funny about myself: sometimes I just can't stop talking/in this case - typing/ about anything and change subjects very fast. And the reasons for this are several:
- when I feel cold
- when I'm tired
- when I'm hungry
- when I'm feeling cold, tired and hungry

Luckily, the last point is not the case here, otherwise I would have already gone to the fridge...just to get food and then back to my room and take ten blankets. No, I guess I'm tired. Coffee can't prevent me from falling asleep, I'm determined to succeed.

And if there's anyone who still thinks that I'm a normal person, think twice. :-D
Good night and till next time >;)

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Another day and night

Another day passed. Nothing special. Just the usual contemplations over Life, the Universe and Everything. Another day when life threw its challenges to my face. It's so annoying sometimes. Sometimes you just want to say "stop" and start over again.
One thing is quite interesting. When you have to make a big choice, as if the whole Universe helps you make it by offering you small surprises, and chance or coincidence doesn't play any role here at all. And especially when something like this happens to you and you consciously follow it, then you really start believing that there's no such thing like choice at all. There's always destiny. Or God. Or whatever. You cannot escape it. Whatever you do, it's always been "written down" somewhere that this would happen one day. And it does happen.
I have no scientific proof for this, there's no need of any such. I just can feel it's true.
So, even if you are on a crossroad and you have to choose between several ways, the one you choose is always pre-defined, coded in your genes, recorded as a nerve impuls in your brain and it's high time it got activated just in the right moment.
Then what's the conclusion, if any? If something is meant to happen, it WILL. That's why I love life. :)

Past and present

This is St. Evtimii, Patriarch Tarnovski, an individual who plays major role in the history of Bulgaria.
He was born around 1327 in the old Bulgarian capital: Veliko Tarnovo. Very young, he becomes a monk in Kilifarevo Monastery, which was a famous learning centre.

With the time, he created a theologian school with great importance. Famous for his faith, ascetism, education and inspiration, he became the Patriarch of the Bulgarian Orthodox Church in 1375. He becomes a patriarch following the people's will in times difficult for our country. At that time, the Ottoman empire had already started to threaten the existence of an independent Bulgarian state. During those times, he was not only the patriarch, but also the protector of the Bulgarian people. In 1393, the capital Veliko Tarnovo fell under the seige of the Ottomans, and it is said that Patriarch Evtimii was the one who kept the spirit of the Bulgarains alive to fight for their freedom.

There is a saying that after the city fell under the attacks, the Ottomans sentenced Evtimii Tarnovski to death. In the moment the executioner raised his hand to behead him, his hand turned to stone.
Some sources tell that the patriarch was sent to exile in the southern paets of Bulgaria where he died around 1401-1402.

While reading more about his life, I reminded myself about this great individual. I reminded myself of the both glorious and hard past we've had. Are we still going to repeat the mistakes in our past over and over again? Bulgarian people has shown so much strength and persistence through times but also lack of integrity and leaving the national interests behind for egoistic matters. History repeats itself and I strongly believe that for our past mistakes the main ones to blame were us. I really hope that we are heading for better times when our people will be more patriotic and united. History has shown that we lack this (excluding the times when we fought for our freedom). And where are our leaders? Who will unite us? Do we have a person like St. Patriarch Evtimii Tarnovski to unite us? I hope there will be. It's high time there shown one. As history repeats itself, and our recent history doesn't remember someone like him, thus there should appear such individual...

Friday, September 22, 2006

All about Sofia, part I

This is the first post of a series dedicated to Sofia: the way the city looks today, trying to follow the direction it's developing. This is also a series trying to show the impact of this development on its inhabitants: whether it's hidden beauty=demonstrative ugliness, or pure beauty, it will be shown and commented.

In this way I'd like to keep the memory of the way it looked at the time I made every comment and then go back whenever I want to. Time always makes us forget or change our perceptions of one thing or another, and the best way to fight it is to keep the photos and notes.



So, Vitosha blvd. continues to be only pedestrian zone. Trams are the only vehicles allowed. Of course, this isn't always the case: the arrogant unpunished criminals don't obey and pass untroubled.


Now it's much nicer to walk there. In autumn, the old chestnut trees stretching between both ends of the boulevard have their leaves re-painted by the season in all variations of yellow, orange and brown. It gets even funnily dangerous walking under them because all the time chestnuts are smashing on the ground with high speed. :)





The old public bath is still under re-construction. :( It's been ages since the reconstruction has started...probably I wasn't born at that time. In these autumn days the small square in front of it is hosting numerous events. One day there was a fashion-show in open-air. And the day I took the photo there was an exhibition of...honey producers :) Yes, it's still going on. And honey is quite popular thing here in Bulgaria.




In the middle of August street reconstruction began in Sofia. Many of the major boulevards were closed which has caused major traffic jams. Additionally, in the beginning of September Sofians started returning from their summer holidays and the city became blocked... Every day, they get stuck in huge traffic jams at places and times of the day which normally are calm. The photo is showing Opalchenska str. Currently it's closed between Todor Aleksandrov blvd and Aleksandar Stamboliiski blvd and many drivers go crazy because there are traffic jams in the streets and boulevards which are the alternatives of the closed one. Obviously, this driver here couldn't wait and passed through the closed area. I saw many of them passing and just went closer and waited... I knew that sooner or later someone else would get nervous and thus tempted to break the rules...








Wow, the newest shopping centre/mall is opened! It's quite huge and is 5 minutes from my place! :) I was at the Opening and it was rather crowded. The building actually is a very old one: it used to be a deserted construction site, probably of a plant or something like that. But someone wisely decided to use it for a better purpose. Before it was quite scary passing by this place in the evening: homeless dogs, suspicious pedestrians... Now it's not like that. :) And what is more, there's the biggest Fantastiko, store I've ever seen... well, more money will be spent on food... :-D I'm so happy that there's also the Extreme Bowling centre just like in Studentski grad But it's on two levels... and much closer to my place, which is the bigger plus. :)))




Finally, the place I visited several times these days, was the Mall of Sofia. It's a rather expensive place, situated on the corner of Opalchenska str. and Aleksandar Stamboliiski blvd. (the place I took the photo of the street area in reconstruction).
It was opened several months ago: also filling unused space taken by the foundations of an unfinished construction site from communist times.
If you want to have a shopping therapy, better not choose this place. Prices are quite scary. I've thought they're too high even for rich Sofians but obviously that's not the case: people buy, and buy, and buy... I love the Onda coffee shop: you can sit in an armchair with a cup of chocolate or coffee and watch the people in the street pass by you and only a thin glass separates you... :)


So that's all for now... It's good to write about Sofia, it's some kind of relaxing when you need relaxation. I just think of the nice times spent going around the not-always-nice-looking city and I simply...relax :)

A journey to a star...

Recently it's been one of those times I've been feeling melancholic. It's times like this: when the falling yellow-orange-brownish leaves and chestnuts, that make me just sit on a chair, and think about all the things that are happening...
And the journey to the deepest parts of your mind never goes far without the right kind of music. This time it's "A Journey To A Star" by Lemongrass. What a discovery! It's pure deep house; and a loop as if being a sample from a very old song (sounding like 30-40's style) is used. The man is singing quite sadly, "...a journey to a star.." The sounds of piano just add to the feeling that the song is bringing in... As if the man is just about to start crying, but one can never understand whether he did it or not... As if the piano is crying. The soft electronic beat is lifting this feeling...And the sad tones of the piano introduce the end, leaving the listener to keep the same feeling alive in his thoughts after it's over...

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Today's tragedy in Sofia

I was just about to post about my happy moments going shopping in the new mall in the neighbourhood, when I saw on the TV the news: an old building in reconstruction has collapsed in the very centre of Sofia at 6:08 p.m. today and two girls died in a car smashed by the debris. The building used to be situated on 39 Alabin str., on the corner with Lege str. Rescuers still keep on searching for people under the rubble.
At that time I was travelling to the centre for shopping and, luckily, decided to enter the area from the side of NDK. At 6:08 p.m. I was on the corner of Vitosha blvd. and Patriarch Evtimii blvd., only 10 minutes away (on foot) from the place.
For the last few years, the 100- and older buildings in the centre have passed through numerous reconstructions to be fit for the luxurious boutiques of world-famous trade-marks. Key walls have been removed, new arrangements have been made and no or poor control over safety regulations has been kept.
It's so sad that only after a tragedy like this happens the institutions in charge start working more strictly.
I really hope that in this case those responsible will take the blame and measures will be taken that things like that don't happen again...

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Copyright of the photo: www.netinfo.bg

Monday, September 18, 2006

A letter of gratitude

Over the last few years, I've gone through a long way. I've passed through many challenges, and I've learned a lot. And for all those hard times, there have been people who have helped me so much consciously or unconsciously.
Thank you, mum and dad, for always staying by my side and supporting me even if you haven't agreed with my decisions. I owe it to you the most for being the person I am today.
Thank you, auntie, for the sensible pieces of advice you've always been giving me.
Thank you, Milen, for being a true friend and for always supporting me and giving me courage.
Thank you, Maria, for helping me choose my direction when I've been on crossroads.
Thank you, Pav, for always saying what's on your mind, even if I don't like it: honest people like you should always exist.
Thank you, Tan4e, for giving me such inspiration with your spirit and thoughts.
Thank you, Stasi, for always being a role model for strength for me.
Thank you, Serj, for appearing always in the right moments and cheering me up.
Thank you, all my family and friends, for making me the person I am today. All I can do in return is to try to mean the same to you.


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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

IC experience

How should I start? Should there be a right start for this? I think you know the answer. It's been only a week since IC is over and I still can't recollect all the moments that happened to me - it was such an intense period. Luckily, there are the agenda and the photos. Even though I only recollect single momens. Like snapshots.
CEE pre-meeting - Bulgarian delegation enters the room. Bulgarian delegation meets Bulgarian delegate for the first time in real: welcome, Geri! :))) The CEE director Jarda speaks, then the GN board. Sessions passing by. The meeting about ER on GN level on the lawn outside the building. CEE functional meetings: VPFs of CEE rock!!! :) AI visit. The present themselves one by one, Dey speaks last. Kiko taking photos all the time. :)
Preparation for IC. At the stage performing the roll-call of the Bulgarian delegation...hmm in front of 550 people. :) Global Village!!! Warszawa city centre with the Palace of Culture and Science again! Full of colours! At least 100 people dancing AIESEC dances in front of the stage. Bulgarian cuisine was the hit!!! PAI Dey talking with PAIs since 1997 online! Yellow baloons flying around during the DHL/DPWN launch. The chair David and his awesome spirit! Sessions "Pioneer in me" with david start. IC LIVE!!! Wow! Michelle is typing every single word in AIESEC Dialogues - the topic "Who will change the world". Every 5 mins she's posting the collected opinions!!!
TATA Consultancy Services will be the new IS vendor! In 2007 - launch of the new IS based on @XP!!!!!! The lights are red, then the other lights go on...the ppt starts... Alumni Hall of Fame! The people who have contributed so much to AIESEC...So inspiring.
PWC postcards - original, inspiring, awesome! Cool ads ;)
Lech Walesa speaking about Solidarity. IG workshops time. Finance IG rocks! The learning circle was great, so diverse opinions?! So much chocolate...only huge crowds for coffee...:) I got addicted to chocolate and coffee...
HP cafe! Cool, only if there was enough time to browse http://live.ic2006.pl/Meetings with some VPFs around the network... It's good to know you're not alone :-D
Yeah, parties, of course :))) Work hard-party hard principle in practice :)))
Bowling - I'm the best! :) I made a strike!!! I know I'm a master ;))) People sleeping in the bus on the way back to the campus.
AIESEC University Live! What are you doing to make issue-based experiences happen? Our organization is expanding. we make a bigger impact. Every day. We're becoming truly Global! The establishment of a sixth GN: Middle East and North Africa (MENA)! Two more official country expansions: Bahrain and Qatar!!!
Developing Leaders Day: Leading from within with ABN AMRO and Cadburry Schweppes! Time to discover a LOT about yourself. Coffee break. Someone next to me says: there is one country in the world where people nod in the opposite way: the nod for "yes" in the rest of the world there means "no" and the same about the nod for "no". Surprise, we're from that country, haha! :-D
Brodie in the plenary speaking about the previous AI term. Brodie in the plenary speaking about inspiration. PAI - PAI hug and greets. The whole plenay is standing. The present part of AI team 05/06 is standing in front.
Then all of them leave the stage. Dey speaks.
EVERY DAY STARTS TODAY!

Yeah, finally back blogging!

It's been a month, hasn't it?
Yeah, after some stupid bugs in the system and stupid mistakes of mine, I'm finally back! :-D
Some data might be lost, but passion - no!
So, what's next?
Time: yes, but in low-productive times of the day
Agenda: hmm, a lot to tell about IC and more news about GAME expected soon. :-D
Next step: this post is over.

:-D