All good things

Success is measured by the things we sacrifice to achieve it. What have I sacrificed and what I haven't? I lost me feeling of determination in my knowledge just in order to find it again. I lost my cosy microcommunity in order to find out that it's only me on whom depends what I lose and what I don't. "Loss" is a bad word because one can never now what expects us in the future and whether the lost will be regained. I have understood not only by words but this time by actions that it's all up to me to what extent I'll keep what I have. Interestingly, I haven't intended or made any specific efforts to do it, but I feel that what I've definitely kept are my values. I may not be the pefrect person, but I have always believed in goodness and honesty, in understanding and compassion. I feel I still have them. Then I'm definitely the person I have appeared to be, no matter the chaos that has been in my head for some time. Ironically, the player has just started "All Good Things" by Nelly Furtado. Why do all good things come to an end?... Flames to dust... ...because it's inevitable. But it's not a total loss. Even the memories of the good things are enough to keep us happy and far from any regrets. The good things are never lost when one remembers the lessons learnt. Life is not divided into separate periods, every moment is diffused into the next one, and so on, and on, and on...