Everything happens on purpose. But why do I have to reach this conclusion each time I do something wrong? Is it only a way of taking the blame off my shoulders?
I feel the emptiness of a person who has made a huge mistake.
I blamed you for my own imperfection. I've done it before - not to admit the truth about myself and find a "scapegoat" in somebody else's face.
You know me very well, I think. Compared to the past, despite my words remain hasty, it takes me much less time to figure out that it's me who's the guilty one. So you should have understood about this change in me.
I don't want to talk to you now. It's useless because I know that it won't change anything. I'd rather prove by actions that I'll do even better in future. And to think twice before speaking.
I hope that you'll understand why I said these things to you. Not because you'' know my excuses, but because you'll know the truth.